Exaaaaaaactly. Like from the sounds of it Lamia wanted to be the duke from when she was little but she changed her mind yet doesn't seem to wonder why she did? Plus she's having those dreams which are clearly of Aguila (even when taking artistic license into account. The fact is after all that she herself said that the man in her dreams gave her a sense of familiarity). And most people seem to support Lamia because she's blaming the guy whose behavior is literally the opposite of jerk ML's since they do the wrong thing despite not being caught between a rock and a hard place (like Aguila is). I can't stand Lamia. So I dropped this because the first main character being dislikeable ruins the whole freaking story.

I mean damn how many times has he swore an oath to lamia and then had to turn back time cause she keeps dying? He has memories of all that no wonder he'd do anything just for her to be alive since her very existence is the only thing that seems to be holding him back from destroying the world.
Yea, he did something wrong to uri and lamia and it doesn't excuse his actions. However, he's swore the oath multiple times already so it would have been impossible that he hast tried different methods. I get lamia is livid about the whole thing but Aquila is fucking suffering too i feel bad