I am 1000000% completely agree with you
Let's simp taesung together buddies
this is a sadist to masochist moment. Basically the person will inflict "pain" but mostly just punish him by making him feel pleasured. So when the the seme said from the previous last chapters that he will punish the uke if he gets another injury. The uke had an injury was so confused and mind you not scared. He even said "yeah" and "can you really tell what i'm thinking". Then seme "punished" him all he felt was pleasure but still confused because his past relationship was abusive. That's why he said "what will happen to me? will he punish me? ARE THESE THOUGHTS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND," so the uke wanted the punishment but was just so confused because in his past relationship he was so scared of it but now he basically wants/not scared of it.
oOops Wrong reply sorry
Not complaining i enjoy reading your explanation ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
sooyoung:
taeseung: /you have my heart/
anyway, taeseung is far from abusive. my man is fucking whipped to the core, wdym? if ever sooyoung really is uncomfortable, he always ALWAYS stop. that was shown on the previous chapters. he cares for his comfort more than anything else. he doesn't want to rush him but ya know they are both consenting adults with colorful sex life. he's not gonna purposely hurt him for ego-stroking. sooyoung, just like everyone has been saying, crave for warmth and attention. and taeseung, right there, is more than willing to give him what we wants. he just don't know how to handle his emotions. he's still struggling to come to terms with it. after all, he's been through a lot bc of that piece of shit ex of his. taeseung LIKES sooyoung. my dude is INLOVE and he's not gonna ruin that by trampling on sooyoung's trust on him.