Same, honestly tho. I feel like no matter what position you are in (eldest, middle, youngest, only child, or anywhere in between), you are in this cycle of wanting parental love and having to give up that love bc of your “position”.....idk if that made any sense lol ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
im the eldest but i dont get the kind of treatment that the redhead's brother get wtf