Damn I don't even know you but it made me so fucking angry, like.... fuck it's so frustrating !! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ I'm so sorry for you...
Thank you. I'm over it, i guess? Actually the fact that my relatives discriminate me is good for me bcs i want to remove everyone from my life once i move out. And I'm still in dilemma whether i should add my family into removing list or not. The only thing i know is I'm not naive anymore so instead of doing my best, I just treat them the way they do to me. I don't give a fuck anymore, once i graduate the university I'm going abroad and live my life. But still that frustrates me
I'm the middle child and I RELATE TO EVERYTHING SO HARD. Not only my parents but also the WHOLE family (uncles, aunts etc) cares for my siblings soo much more than me that you can see it with one glare. I'm sick of being discriminated. I tried so hard to get them love me, I'm the most successful child, I'm an artist while my siblings don't have any talent, im the calmest and the most respectful child. But still they don't love me. Whenever they treat us, the priority goes to oldest and then youngest.. Whenever i fight or argue with my siblings, I'm always the one on the wrong side, bcs if i fight with the oldest i get blamed for being disrespectful and if i fight with the youngest i get blamed for being childish.. My relatives buy my siblings gifts on their birthdays and ALWAYS but ALWAYS forget mine.. I'm so tired of it that i fought with my parents ab it too many times, all they say is "what're you talking about? I love y'all equally!" yep im sure you do