in any case, this isn't your typical "falls in love with his rapist" BL, certainly not with them both happily riding off into the sunset with each other. hinaki loved the guy before he was raped and told that he's hated, and tries to get over it, but simply cannot do it. it's painful to read, and the ending is ambiguous (i am leaning towards "unhappy"). i hate tsukayama; he is such an egotistical, abusive jerk.
in any case, this isn't your typical "falls in love with his rapist" BL, certainly not with them both happily riding off into the sunset with each other. hinaki loved the guy before he was raped and told that he's hated, and tries to get over it, but simply cannot do it. it's painful to read, and the ending is ambiguous (i am leaning towards "unhappy"). i hate tsukayama; he is such an egotistical, abusive jerk.