
I think you are entitled to not feeling ok reading a fictional story, specially if it feels personal for you.
Felling discomfort is super common when reading about certain topics even when its fictional content. It's not the author's fault that you feel this way, but its not your fault either. Hope you are feeling better.

She’s writing dub con which makes a lot of people uncomfortable which is why it’s usually tagged. I’m not saying people can’t write dub con, I can enjoy it depending on the context and story. But dub con is known for making people uncomfortable. The author is writing her ml as predatory so it’s kind of her fault if people feel uncomfortable with her stories. Both her stories have dub con so I think it’s just something she likes. I’m not passing any moral judgment, I’m just saying I think the discomfort is on purpose because it’s the authors personal like or kink.
idk why but i felt uncomfortable