
i want wolfgang to find out about this...because he needs to understand why shin is like he is...i mean imgine you think you are making love to your lover and than that lover thinks he just fulfilled his "duties" and looks at you full of anger and leaves you there (shin did that after one of their scenes in the mature version, i swear i even flinched and was so scared for what wolfgang must be thinking and feeling....as if he did something against shins will or what...like a rapist...that is what i would feel like after being treated that way just moment after a hot passionate sex scene)....so he needs to know that there is barely anything wolfgang could od to solve shin's issues with him....so he can understand that all he could say is i lvoe you and the rest is up to shin....wolfgang was the one that maintained their relationship anyway...he followed him and because wolfgang was so available shin gave in to the passion....the only thing he ever gave into was erotic stuff....gosh...such a frustrating situation....it makes me so sad....but i want shint o face the loss of the "lover" he never saw so he can drop out of that fucked up delusion he had about everything and face the ground called reality and understand what he did all along for real...not some fantastic baseless thoughts like now that have nothing to do with what's going on....so this time he can walk after wolfgang to mend the heart he broke over the years slowly but steadily because he was so drowned by his delusions and anxiety and never really "saw" wolfgang.....

As far as I’m aware they’re not dating, their relationship is physical but they do have romantic feelings for each other. Wolfgang loved him from the very beginning and wanted to become King to free Shin from his father and save the kingdom. Shin fell in love with him during the process and learned to trust him but even after he admitted to loving Wolfgang to himself he hasn’t told Wolfgang and he sees himself as a liability to Wolfgang and someone who isn’t worthy of standing on the same level as him as lovers. And despite Wolfgang’s actions Shin thinks Wolfgang only keeps him around bc he thinks that Wolfgang sees him as a trophy won from defeating his father and becoming king through the coup (he told the pink haired duke this during one of their tea meetings when the duke told him that Wolfgang loves him). Also I don’t think Wolfgang knows that Shin thinks that way about himself bc if he did Im sure he would’ve reassured him in some way
WHEN SHE CARRIED WOLFGANG AKFKSMKFMSMFNEN also all of this.. what’s it called?? Pining?? Between Shin and Wolfgang like DAMN just talk to each other and confess like the whole castle knows that they’re in love except each other or at least Shin doesn’t know which is painstakingly obvious Wolfgang loves him