I so know what the uke feels about hating himself because of jealousy. It happened to me, getting jealousy of almost every girl that he's having fun with or even if it was my friend and in my eyes it looks like he's having more fun than with me...girl I tell you, it was not fun. My chest always feels stuffy. I get jealous and it affected my relationship with my friends and his. It was not healthy. For me and my boyfriend. In the end I initiated the break cause I couldn't handle and I feel overwhelmed. I hated myself constantly. And until now I still get scared of entering a new relationship. I fear of my jealousy and I fear that I would hate myself. And yeah, I couldn't go into a new relationship. Haha. XD
I so know what the uke feels about hating himself because of jealousy. It happened to me, getting jealousy of almost every girl that he's having fun with or even if it was my friend and in my eyes it looks like he's having more fun than with me...girl I tell you, it was not fun. My chest always feels stuffy. I get jealous and it affected my relationship with my friends and his. It was not healthy. For me and my boyfriend. In the end I initiated the break cause I couldn't handle and I feel overwhelmed. I hated myself constantly. And until now I still get scared of entering a new relationship. I fear of my jealousy and I fear that I would hate myself. And yeah, I couldn't go into a new relationship. Haha. XD