
Don't judge if someone made self-destructive to their life.
Maybe she/he do that because she/he too tired. Not because they don't have hope or wish. That just because their heart don't want to got their hope to be destroying again and again.
Some or many people don't have patient and faith with their fate, they just think, "i don't want to have hight hope". In other word this can be said trauma, in soft spoken they just do what they can in front of their eyes, not should they do what they don't have or not in front of their eyes.
And i know that well.
Cause yeah human relationship is complicated. Not many people can help and not many people can stand up with theirself.
Wow, now I remember why I didn't tag this to get update notifications...
it's because this is a dumb story.
So the main character is an Omega who was abandoned by his mother, brow-beaten to believe that he's nothing more than a poor piece of tail who works at a bar, thinks no one will truly love him because he's made bad decisions at choosing partners, and then pushes the one guy who gives a damn away because he's insecure about the good thing he has with Keiya.
Yeah...destructive characters like that are my least favorite.