At first i liked ryan . But then after that situation with kyon i couldn't like him that m...

At first i liked ryan . But then after that situation with kyon i couldn't like him that much. I didn't want him to die but his death didn't actally make me sad. I mean he was willing to KILL kyon ( who he knew was innocent and had no bad intentions) if no one was watching that night. And he acted too bad toward him even for a short period of time while a few minutes before kyon telling him the truth he acted all kind and freindly. It made feel like his kindness was so fake. I know he was protecting lucaon but still it wasn't right. And after a LONG time after that situation he went to apologize for his behaviour but even his apologizing sounded empty to me. He didn't actually look sorry at all.