I’m still at the beginning and the penis biting scene was all of my nightmares fit into ...

Because that's what rapists deserve.

I don’t really believe in castration or things like the death penalty, you know: the eye for an eye/Hammurabi type justice system. Though he was doing this in self defense so Idk if I agree but I was ultimately talking about how gross and triggering it was to me, not whether or not it was deserved.

Sorry you were triggered. That sucked especially since it's always unexpected.