Omg finally someone feels the same way I do. I CAN’T DEAL WITH CHEATERS OR PEOPLE APPARENTLY WEAK TO PLEASURE SO MUCH THEY FORGET THEY LOVE SOMEONE ELSE?? I’d have committed murder... to myself, I can never hurt another, and just be like okay next life if there is a next.
I get jealous easily and my possessive nature is exactly why I have given up on love, just the thought of loving someone disgusts me so much I actually threw up once or twice before in serious situations.
I’m so sick of Souta just taking aoyama’s fingers and dildo, I would’ve barged in as well and punched the living shit out of aoyama and x10 times more to Souta. Though it won’t satisfy my anger, ending life is the best choice.
Oh god I sound so depressed, excuse me. But anyways, FUCK THIS MANGA EVEN THOUGH ART IS SO GOOD AND SCENES ARE SMEXY, EXCEPT THE AOYAMA AND SOUTA ONE. and the fact that Souta and KENTO treated it like nothing ever happened, make up with sex. Technically they were dating I guess. Kento slept with another man at the end of chapter 4 I’m guessing, he came home late and his child(?) knocked on his door. And Souta nearly got fucked by Aoyama.
My heart is beating, I need to go sleep.
Night stranger. Fuck this manga. Is there more chapters? (If you know).
And another reason why we should never normalize this kind of thing in real life. Cos relationships shouldnt be as shitty as this ngl. And YES I also feel the same way. And its nowhere toxic. Its just how things work. I MEAN WHO TF WANTS TO SEE THEIR PARTNER BEING YOUCHED BY SOMEONEEEE NO ONE. ARGHHH
Omg. I'm sorry-- I actually don't know what to say but my worries seem so much more trivial compared to yours. Sorry if I say something out of the line.... But don't worry, in life I guess we just need to love ourselves enough hahaha but there's the thought of becoming lonely once we hit 40s to 50s? We'll deal with it by then!!! Hahaha but aside from that, I hope you do meet someone that can make you feel secure, if you don't want to that's totally fine also!
In my case, I was never really in a relationship, cause ever since I got too jealous (as a child) about my close friend hanging out more with their new friend I never really attached myself too much to someone. When someone's interested in me but then I see them waver or show interest in someone else too I just give up before even considering them. Tbh until I reflected on it I never really realized it stemmed from that one event I had as a child hahahahah. Hope for the best for both of us, whatever it may be!
Also that thing about Kento going home late and meeting a child, I think that's actually Aoyama! After Souta left I guess his child visited him. And also idk whether this would have more chaptets. I'd love if there is though, something that would make me remember less that Aoyama touched Souta
Aww thank you! Tbh I was never in a relationship so I honestly don't know how it works hdbdjsk judging from my intense reactions whenever there's a new guy though... I feel so uncomfy and insecure, nervous and all hdhdjdj I feel like I'll bother my partner too much with jealousy so I just don't find them I HOPE EVERYONE IN THE WORLD THE MOST WHOLESOME AND PRECIOUS RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEIR LOVERS.
Lmao I’m gonna go practice celibacy cause I’ve just given up on love and nothing to do with love romantically. Also, yes, I hope the best for others but always remember to love yourself first before others even if just 0.01% percent or more. I’m more of the communicating type so if I’m feeling jealous, I tell my partner straight away, if they think I’m being too nosy, I’ll break up immediately, that’s just how much of a douche I am .
Have a nice day strangers!! :)

I think I'll never be able to survive in a relationship cause I'd be too jealous I'd be labeled toxic even when just reading manga like this, it hurts me so much to see souta being touched by aoyama. IT WAS LITERAL PAIN. IF IT WAS ME I WOULD EITHER ANGRILY BARGE IN EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO OR JUST GIVE UP AND DIE RIGHT THERE AND THEN.