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Well Rebecas part is sad, but I cant argue that its better the way it is. I like Sasha and Art together. And mc was straight to begin with, so it was pretty obvious that a ml will get the fl. But its true that we all felt the yuri scenes while Art was not in the picture. (=・ω・=)

The mc could have been closeted bi and realized she was bi when she met Rebecca or that she is only bi for Rebecca٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Well yeah. But I am a bit unconfortable with yuri so maybe thats why I would not have liked the story that much if that was true, or even dropped it. I have no problem with bisexuals or lesbians or gay people and I read yaoi and shounen ai, but yuri is somehow unconfortable to read about for me. So I avoid them.
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whaaat... why are you uncomfortable with yuri (⊙…⊙ )

Dunno. I do not hate it, but somehow its makes me uneasy. Maybe cos I do not want to realise that I may be into girls as well.Or its just hard for me to understand lesbians a bit. But I am not sure, so I just avoid the theme altogether. Lol, I am such a coward.
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I mean I love handsome boys, and even had a boyfriend, but I feel like it is not that out of question if a girl asked me out that I would aggree. And there are women I find pretty or sexy in not the usual way I did as when I was younger. Σ( ￣□￣||)
but its maybe cos my boyfriend was not the best experience that I started to think about being bi. I am a bit confused about myself right now. ╥﹏╥
Sadly my parents only accept any not straight people as long as they are not within our family. And if I tried to speak with them I would just get told that its cearten that its just cos of the bad experience and that its just psychological and I should just find another boyfriend and its gonna be over.(￣∇￣")
Sorry I sould not have written this here.#－.－)

ohhh thanks for explaining! i was really confused bc u said u were okay w lesbians and then the next u were saying u didn’t find it comfortable to read yuri stories. it just didn’t make any sense to me.

but, damn, hope you’ll learn to understand yourself better soon. stay strong thru this identity crisis (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ i’m sure as you gradually go thru life and experience more, you’ll be able to tell what your sexuality really is and you won’t have to avoid such topics.

I see. Sorry for saying it that way, I meant that I have people around me both gay and lesbian, so I accept them, but reading about what happens between the walls are what makes me uneasy when it comes to yuri. (=・ω・=)
Thank you for your support. I hope I overcome it as well soon.
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Oh no don’t be sorry. I am glad you opened up. You see I am kind of in the same situation as you, but my family are homophobic and they would not like it if I said that I was bi. I was quite confused at first and thought that this feeling I had was just a fling or it would go over. I thought that cause I was afraid of what they might have done, so maybe you are kind of denying that part of yourself because you’re afraid to be treated differently or being different? Idk. It really is not my place to talk about.

Well I am glad you opened up cause I thought you hated yuri or something like that, but that doesn’t seem to be the case.
I really don’t know where I am going with this tbh ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Thank you. And I hope you will also be able to resolve it with your family.(づ￣ ³￣)づ

Thanks, but that’s never going to happen cause only my brother will support me after all. Tho I am fine with that:] and Tanku very muchヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

yess :( i feel sad for the dragon boi as well. but tbh the tragedy is what makes this manga even better– because to me, it feels like all the characters are real and have their own thoughts & feelings. and the fact that rebecca doesn't force her feelings on sasha makes me like her even more (if thats possible..)

that’s true. whether they end up together or not, the only thing rebecca really wants is for sasha to be happy. actually, saying that made me even more sad lol bc given the time period of this manhwa, they’re already destined to not be together from the start since same sex relationships are probably frowned upon during that time aaahh... why is the author doing this

but in "i choose the emperor ending" while the mc was crossdressing as a boi, everyone was pretty accepting of the "sodomy" though ╥﹏╥ or was that just because the mc was actually a girl? sjjskss

im currently making up an au in my head where sasha & rebecca meet again in their next lives and fall in love :D

They do not know that the technican is a woman. They did not accept, but did not say a word since the technican was usefull. But now that they suspect that she is a spy they are looking at her with disgust.
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ooohh i see i forgot abt that... i was just going along w the narrative of nobles during that time placing more importance on producing heirs to further their lineage more than anything which is why man-woman were the standard and what is considered acceptable by society in the story. so maybe i thought it was the same for this manhwa... but idk too the author needs to explain more on this lol.

and ksjskks maybe in another life （/TДT)/ we can see our ship sail and be happy together and maybe adopt some kids too.

well rn they think mc was the one who betrayed them so it's reasonable :/ it'd be worse if they knew she was a girl