After seeing the English T/N, I don't know, I'm not as mad as I was a few weeks ago when I saw the raws. I guess after giving it some time and now knowing that Param has come to his senses about how he truly feels towards Hwi, cushioned the blow a bit. But that's just me.
I’m actually more mad with the translation help ㅠㅠㅠ especially with han manipulative ass aSkInG fOr CoNsEnT, also the last panel with param omg I wanna punch his face so bad with that oh I just wanted to fuck him lol - im just glad this torture ended
I hear you, I guess I'm just looking forward to future chapters where Param realises that he has true feelings for Hwi. I can't wait to see those translated and how Hwi will react then. But yes, I'm glad this torture is over too. At least for now.
yeah, hope hwi will play hard to get, after what happened it will be difficult for param to gain his trust back, param needs to work hard and suffer a bit more, that seems the only way for him to get his shit together.
Praying this was the first and last time we saw him and han like this, I wouldt be able to bear more
Agreed, Param needs to grovel and beg Hwi to forgive him and take him back. I also hope I never have to see Param and Han like that again.
I feel the english translation made Param even more unsympathetic. Like a few weeks back I gave a summary of what happened in this chapter when the raws came out and in the original version, he definitely seems more regretful but its not conveyed very well in the english version. I think people will only hate Param more
What it shows me is that he was driven clearly by lust, there was no deep romantic feelings towards Han, he was simply blinded and overcome by his horniness. Just my view. Some might hate him more because of this, but for me, at least it tells me that he can get over Han especially if there were no true feelings involved. The future chapters reveal he realises he has true feelings for Hwi, and that's what I'm waiting on the English translations for. I want to see how he comes to this realisation and how if at all, he tries to make amends to Hwi.
Yeah even I get that but I think people who rely only on the English version will misunderstand what he said in the last line. He said something like I wanted to fuck Han and I remember trying to explain it to people weeks ago that it was just that he was driven by lust but umm they didnt really get what I was trying to say and it was being misinterpreted lol.. but yeah lets see how people are gonna take it ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Yea, at least we see this the same. I was completely horrified when I saw the raws for this chapter and the upcoming (39&40) chapter a few weeks back. I wasn't sure I was gonna read the English version when it came out because I was so sick to my stomach and mad at Param and couldn't see how he could so easily forget Hwi like he did. But after some time and google translation, it allowed me to see that although I am still disgusted at Param, he was completely driven by his sexual lust for Han. I in no way excuse or forgive what he did, but we must remember that Param had feelings for Han long before he met Hwi and those feelings wouldn't just disappear even though he started to develop feelings for Hwi. I feel like he had to explore those feelings in order to get it out of his system. Also, I am encouraged by the upcoming chapters that seem to suggest that Param will realise that he has true feelings for Hwi and not Han. So, I want to see that play out.
Didn't mean to say that much, but I'm glad this chapter is over and now we can move forward and watch Param stew and suffer a bit for what he did and hopefully grovel and beg for Hwi's forgiveness.
guess param needed to lose hwi in order to realize his feelings. What makes me mad tbh is how param at first was clearly rejecting han, despite his crush, he was pushing him away and even admitted to like hwi, in that moment param is just a victim of han manipulative ass and toxic behavior and I truly felt bad for him but the moment he said “whatever” like who cares, in that moment he lost all my sympathy. It makes it seems like he goes against his own will just because of his dick needs and that was just so immature and stupid of him.
Also han is so manipulative I can’t with him, he’s pure trash, and I can’t at how ppl think he did nothing wrong and he’s a good guy ignoring how toxic he was since chapter 1. So I’m annoyed with both param and han and with han apologists as well ahcjdjc
Yes!! You said this so well. I was trying really hard to describe what was happening in these chapters a few weeks ago but I struggled a lot and eventually lost patience. I can understand the raws but I cant really convey it properly in english but you managed to do it ╥﹏╥ where were you 3 weeks ago haha. Anyway I was trying to make people understand Param's pov but I didnt do a good job lol. I was also pissed at him but I was like this is pretty realistic because Han was his first crush and this guy was suddenly putting the moves on him so hard, I was trying to say it would've been hard to resist but maybe I worded it wrong idk. I gave up trying lol.
LOL. I hear you. It may have been hard to convey what you meant simply because you were so angry in the moment. I'm just happy this chapter is over. I don't have to look back or ever read it again.
I’m trying to express my feelings about this since three weeks ago as well I feel u omg
Let’s say both han and param are at fault here in two complete different ways and I understood param feelings until he was in the car, he was confused overwhelmed and pressured to his limit, but I’m still struggling to get how he thought with probably a clearer mind it would have been a good idea to follow han to his apartment and continue was he was doing, making it seems like his memory about han actions until 10 mins before and what he himself said were completely erased. Like if everything happened in the car I wouldn’t be this mad I think, what makes me mad is that he actually had sometime to think about it from the car to the apartment but he just didn’t bother to use his brain at all.
Btw it’s been 3 weeks since I’m trying to expose han manipulative and toxic ass to ppl, I even made a list of all the shit he did until now, but some simply see what they wanna see, it’s kinda exhausting
omg I just realized u weren’t replying to me OMG IM A CLOWN PLS IGNORE ME
Your point is well taken. I feel though, that at the point Param gave into the kiss and said "whatever", he wasn't a rational person anymore. He was clearly thinking with his dick and was overcome with lust and desire. IMO, what ch.40 shows me is that he has no romantic feelings for Han and he didn't display any affection (Han on the other Han showed plenty). He was just so caught up in the moment, the desire, the years of pent up and repressed attraction, that his defenses simply crumbled under the weight of both his and Han's desires. I am also of the belief that Han manipulated Param as evidenced by the way he stopped him several times from leaving the car and then piling on with that sad, almost cliche back story.
yeah, i feel han behavior was quite gross, and that’s what makes me doubt about his feelings being genuine. If u truly like and respect someone I doubt u wanna pressure that person this much and lead them to the verge just to gain what u want. Also the fact he started to actively pursue param the right moment he knew hwi had feelings for him is quite sus
omg this! I genuinely didn't believe people still wants to defend param..like...why...
if they fucked in the car, i get it, everything is just at the spur of a moment and they're too horny to think rationally. but the fact that they went back home to han's house to fuck. param's head should be cleared out during the car ride, yet he still chose to fuck han. some people are justifying param by saying "he didn't cheat, he's just too horny" it only applies if they fuck in the car. but them fucking at the apartment? and param has time to think over about it during the car ride? honey that's a shitty person for me
that’s what didn’t sit right to me, they didn’t teleported so he should have had at least some time to think about what he was doing, he basically went against what he said five mins earlier just because of his horniness? damn man get a grab on yourself -
also we all know he didn’t cheat, hwi and him aren’t official yet etc. but still don’t mind about the feelings of someone u know likes u, that u supposed to like as well and who asked u on a date is not cool in any kind of situation, idk ppl who think this is okay would react if someone would do the same to them
i know it's not "legit cheating" as they do not have established relationship, but as param acted that he also likes hwi, acknowledging that hwi likes him, and both are trying to know each other in order to date in the future, i think we can safely say that they should reserve themselves for each other for the time being.
i wouldn't be as mad if param didn't acknowledge hwi's feelings, it's his body, he's free to fuck anyone. and what pisses me off the most, when he knew han and hwi likes him, he didn't think much of it. no, he didn't think at all. he kissed hwi and the next second drooling about mr han, and didnt feel any guilt at all. he didn't properly think about it. he's just... enjoying himself that two people like him yet thinks he's innocent. i genuinely hate shitty people that think they are not guilty at all
get ready cause chapter 40 will probably get u mad mad MAD /and highly disgusted/