Honestly, it’s pissing me off that she’s trying to take the life someone else built because she couldn’t make it. And it’s wfucking weird how she wants to take someone’s else lover. Like she craves all this shit but someone else worked hard asl for this shit. Why didn’t she ask to come back while Ellin was suffering? Because she didn’t want to deal with all that that. But now that Ellin is happy and has SUCCESSFULLY built a good life, she wants it. That’s not fair to Ellin at all. All her hard work to just go to someone else. It’s not even Solhwa life anymore. All the friendships and relationships that Solhwa’s body has is Ellin’s friends. Yeah she craves all that, but it really isn’t hers. Now she wanna do the happy part.

Just because she killed herself doesn't mean she has to give her body away
Witnessing the things she is missing out on must really hurt
She had a moment of weakness and killed herself it doesn't mean she is undeserving
Ellin died and got a second chance so I get why she would think it's unfair
Also i feel like she helped her come back and wake up when she pushed her so she can't be that bad
I feel sorry for her