hi, is anyone able to recommend umm screwed up yaoi? anything is good ლ(´ڡ`ლ) <3

Most of Harada's works.

Bannin, transfigured night

check out Yakuza Girl`s list "messed up shit"
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1603/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shokubutsu_zukan/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10/ third story

not most. ALL haha

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/jikan_akima_jinbutsu/

As much as this sounds completely impossible, I've seen Harada make a completely fluffy Gintama dj that didn't even make me wince.

thank you~ (づ￣ ³￣)づ

thank you~ (≧∀≦)

thank you~ (▰˘◡˘▰)

thank you~ ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

thank you ~ ヾ(☆▽☆)

you`re welcome (⌒▽⌒)

for my part:
Sakura Gari
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sakura_gari/

This list is great:
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1603/
I"ve read a ton from the list and I've loved a bunch.