Does anyone else think?

So the last few chapters really had me thinking back to their coffin. And I was really thinking/feeling that BM is LM's "home'. he said he can't sleep unless its the coffin but it more seems like he can't sleep if BM isn't next to him. When looking at the past he was instinctively drawn to BM, like he just knew "this person will be my everything'. and I also think BM feels the same. And I don't just mean as romantic love, but there really is just love there of deeply caring for each other. No matter what nonsense LM does I don't think BM would ever abandon him, and no matter how LM calls him a monster, he clearly cares about him greatly. And clearly LM doesn't realize himself how much he cares for BM. Like I really want someone to be like to LM "when you become human you don't have to stay with BM anymore" because I'm sure that LM never had any thought to ever leave BM. whether he be vampire or human. I kind of feel like a big part of this is for LM to understand that he had a "family & love" the whole time, and just didn't understand what they were. As BM said LM was never taught properly, so he doesn't know what love really is or would feel like. I mean, I don't think LM would spoon random people or other vampires you know. So I have a little fear that BM might get really hurt as a shock value or something for LM to realize, I can't lose this person. Does anyone else think something like that?