Responses
I agree it's not good to have blind faith and if you love someone it doesn't mean that you have to agree with everything they do and be always on their side. But he was not only making sure everyone was alright, he was prepared to kill her. And knowing now that he could have saved her if he didn't gave up on her so quickly must weight heavily on him.

The more I see of Eusto the more my dislike of him grows. I really can't stand him. He is just jealous of Felix because he always believed in Julia and suspected foul play and was right. Where as Eusto gave up hope even though he claimed to love her.