Spoiler!!!!

Before anyone asks for more, I got this spoiler from the spoiler forum... This is about who Abel’s birth mother btw.















“abel's soul is the son of the god's second child(ayisha). And she really will kill him when she remembers. The only thing to stop this is to get someone who doesn't belueve there is a god to end her life before she kills abel's soul. She mangaed to awaken her dark powers seen in unconsciously dominating the minds of the vassals so she decides to want to leave the duchy.

She goes on a walk with abel and tells him to always be healthy, eat well, love his dad, and drink the potion she is making out of light magic when something goes wrong... Etc. Then abel cries and tells her not to leave. She cant promise that so she just says yes. Then abel forces her to swear with their hands(pinky). She tells him: i will stay with young master always....
But continues to herself:
... I wish
(not exact words only the gist of it)

The guy named azar then asks her to talk with him(cause azar can use his eyes to see other peoples attributes) hes suspicious of ayisha cause there is a bright white light from her but the ends have a dark color. With that conversation she really is determined to leave.
Theres a lot of psychological breakdown here and the duke manages to know that she was a light and dark attribute thanks to azar.

Ayisha remembers her promise with the duke as 'Janus'. To take in abel and to kill anyone who shows up and claims that she remembers her past life. After that she remembers bits and memories of her past so she takes a magic inhibition pill to see whether or not she had a dark attribute. Her wrist has a pure white core stone but when she checks her chest, a black core is found.

For the whole day, she visits abel and tells her shes sorry that she didnt do her promise of eating and sleeping with him the night she remembered her past. Then she called the duke to her room. She gives reminders of what she wants him to do”

So from what I understand, Ayisha is somewhat Abel’s real mother.

Here’s more to understand better...

“There are only 3 existing dark attribute users.
*this is wuts interesting about the story in the middle*(it gets dark hahahah my cup of tea)
All dark attribute users can all remember their pasts. They were all cursed by the god of that world because these 3 are the beloved children of god that committed a sin:
The first child killed his lover
The second child killed her son
The third child killed his parent

They all reincarnate over and over again, remember their past memories and are forced to repeat history. The first one that killed his lover will keep loving and keep killing his lover in all his lives, he will remember every past he has and will regret each one. The second child will keep killing her children in each lifetime and has the power to know the future, when she fully remembers her past, she will kill her child again. The third one who killed his parent(which is the god) no one knows what happened to this one apparently. (he has the power to create though)

The first one is michael the temple dude who brainwashes people. He says i love you to ayisha in ancient language cause she was once his lover(he managed to brainwash the duke btw)

Second child is FL which is the previous saint(the lover of mikhael, that he killed, one time) and Janes who gave Abel to the duke(havent read much because of finals but my theory is that ayisha really is the mother of abel with the duke as the real father cause she time travelled or something, but please dont kill ur sonㅠㅜ)

Third child is Prokreator who wrote 'Persona', the novel, since he has the power to create.

Now fl is trying not to remember her past and denying that she is the second child”


Before y’all ask, this is a spoiler from people who has read the novel. I’ve never read the novel so I don’t know more than only these spoilers:)