i am. read this all in one go and my heart BROKE i was on VC with some people chillin on discord while they were gaming, and i was talking about how happy and cute they were but sad that one character was experiencing so much anxiety and i was like haha can't wait for them to talk
:) i was a fool. it was 2:30am and i was practically crying over VC with my best friend trying to comfort me and i was just so upset. had a dream about it. currently morning. woke up and here i am. don't know what to do.
also... if you're currently needing something to read, head over to my 'bl favorites list.' i put some interesting descriptions underneath all of the ones i actually really enjoyed, so you might be able to find one that heals your soul.
currently mourning rn