Jiwoon himself knows it was a selfish move on his part to say that at the end and he legit honestly tells Suha that he realizes he doesn’t deserve to keep Suha after forcing him. In normal circumstances, it’d be bad to say that because it could be coercion, but in this case, I have mad respect for the lad for being completely honest with his feelings, apology and selfishness included, telling Suha he knows he might be acting selfish with his apology straight up.
We know he’s not trying to be manipulative. He’s upset he hurt his lover, but also truly afraid to lose Suha because of this one mistake (screw the red head). He’s obviously being genuine, so in this case, I think it’s fine.
i really enjoy reading about these characters but it’s still negative to tact on “i need you” at the end of your apology cuz ur partner can feel pressured. he didn’t even let him talk. but im glad he spoke up for his actions suha was getting thrown around like a ragdoll bro#－.－)