
same, at first i didn't like how hiyakawa was kind of rude with his lack of social skills and his possessive self putting bound on mikado without consent. but it seems like he just don't know how to express himself bc of his childhood life i really hope mikado would stick with him and teach him the right and wrong they could just figure things out bc they are fated one

Yessssssss also why he learned everything from the internet because he was never sent to school...
Fuck me. I'm hurting all over for this poor boy ;_; he needs therapy too and lots and lots and lots of love.. and he probably became an "exorcist" because that's the only thing he knew how to do....AH FUCK I'M CRYING

IKR its painful to imagine how did he grew up? no wonder he always said "human are scarier" HE WAS DONE DIRTY EVEN BY HIS OWN MOM this is sad i just want him to be happy and realized his own feeling. being him never go to school, he don't even know how to describe his feeling towards mikado, he's confused xjsnjsks how can he know that's love he is feeling.....
Hiyakawa deserves ALL THE LOVE AND AFFECTION (AND MEAT) IN THE WORLD!!!!!!! I'm literally going to cry because everything makes so much sense now - why he can't express himself, why he lacks social skills? Why he doesn't "see" people for their appearances, why he doesn't want to let go of Mikado, why he talks funny, why there's nothing inside him to show even mikado sees his core.... I'm crying literally. My heart fucking hurts. Please please love him back Mikado. Please belong to him. Please don't ever break his heart. Pleaseeeeeee give him every ounce of love in this world.... I fucking love this manga so much. I'd sell my soul to ensure Hiyakawa's happiness.