Damn. My love life has been something else- I guess I’ve always been a flirty person and some people would call that being a player but I’ve been like this since elementary school. I swing both ways since I was in elementary school so I’ve always had options. People have liked me in the past- and I’ve broken their heart (not in a bragging way or anything). One claimed I cheated on her cause I kissed another girl (I didn’t even know I was in a relationship with her). I’ve dated both boys + girls. Currently... I dated my ex two times. First times felt wrong broke up, second time quarantine wasn’t allowing us. I flirt and everything and I guess we said we’re not gonna date and just leave it to friends with benefit.
Honestly confessing first is better Bc sometimes when u confess feelings go away, maybe it hurts at first if rejected but truthfully it’s better than hiding it and suffering alone. And if I learned something confessing to someone fucks up with their mind as well LMFAOAOA- they’ll start thinking about it and they’ll start looking at you. Noticing habits- not always but yeah.
Wow....i just wanna say our idea of love or being in relationship is totally different...
Yeah you're right. I know that communication is the most important thing in relationships... but confessing and being rejected is too much for me to handle...i know i sounded like so much dramatic... but it's true...
Atleast he didn't say that he hate me yet...it's already been 3 years...i just has a couple of month left to see him...i don't think i would be ever able to see him after my graduation...so i don't want to end up him hate me more than now...i am just happy to see him being happy...
When it's come to my love life i guess i am just like yeonwoo....
He is just great....i mean he has a personality which make him dazzling among people...and highly extravert and energetic...yeah everyone will love a person like him....
And the other hand there is a introvert nerd like me...the total opposite of him.
He is very friendly with everyone....
But when it's come to me he just scary...and obviously avoiding me.....i really try my best to avoid eye contact with him...when it's happens... it's just seem like he scaring me away with a death glare....even though it's scaring me to death. i don't hate it... Besides it's make my heart skip a beat...he didn't really ever talked to me(me neither, it's too much for an introvert to talk normally to her crush) ...i am not expecting tho...i think he really hate me...even if iam with a group he is just ignoring me ...even though we didn't talk and we can't be friends i am just okey with watching him from distance...and seeing him happy and seeing everyone admire him...i just want to stay like this.
Guys please don't hate me...i just want to tell all of this to anyone...but it's not like i can tell any of my friends...i have been wanting to let it out from my heart for so long...so don't feel hate... please ╥﹏╥