Dont compare yourself with someone who went through other things then you. No one does have the same past. People can’t compare themselves with their pasts. There is sometimes something similar expect how a person takes it (handles with it) and our personality’s. It’s a fiction yes and it’s in front of you. You also see the thoughts of Masato, buI do you think Asahi does ? Try to see it from their perspectives. You may be a strong person who knows how to handle things, but he isn’t. Not every men needs to be strong, but they don’t need to depend on someone either. They can take their time and if they feel ready then they will go for it. He is lucky for having Masato who does have patience and he appreciated that in his own way.

People say Asahi needs to apologize , but he already did in another way. He did it with the hug from behind and Masato knows. He knows Asahi better then we do okay? This is about body language and not words.
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I once saw an edit about them and the caption was “We weren’t in love with each other, instead the idea of loving one another”
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Maybe you guys should take this to your hearts. This is a story which is written based on reality and relationships aren't always perfectly.
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Having beef, clearing misunderstandings and talking about your feelings and your problems with your partner do help. It makes Relationships & your love to each other stronger. Communication is important , but it’s not easy either.
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Asahi went through a lot. He sees him differently now and is missing things, but don’t you dare to think that healing is like homework. It’s more like an exam you have to study for. He needs more time with Masato and slowly but steady he is getting used to this life. I’m sure he will depend on him someday and Masato is supporting him no matter what.
He does that cuz he wants to. Masato isn’t forced into this and just because he loves him and shares his feelings much stronger doesn’t mean Asahi needs to do that as well. At least not in his way.
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Sometimes you are unable to change. I don’t believe in myself, I’m nervous in front of adults, I’m scared of people I don’t know and I know that I have those problems and need to work on them, but I can’t fix it. I tried a lot of things, but “What happened has been done”
I can look into my future and leave memories behind me which shattered me, but not the damage on my behavior. Not everyone can do that.
“and if we turn back time, couldn’t we learn to live right?”