I've reread this but I can't really see why the Ml blames the Fl????? Am I dumb she's not being ignorant right? It's just that her family raised her like that, not knowing the dirt her father did?.. And this flashbacks are kinda getting annoying.
Also I know he is feeling conflicted but he really loves her right? Tf why would he do that
If they are going to be together at the end, he better have the best character development istg
Many people who go through traumatic things for the sake of someone often end up blaming them in the end. Because they're the ones who's on your mind as you go through everything even the bad and end up throwing it on them. In a way, it's how some parents who give birth end up hating their kids when they go through severe trauma and hardships having a mindset of "My life would've been different if you never came". I believe that's especially the case with ML as he way going mad from the torture as he was thinking of FL, blaming her for what he went through to not go mad and end up broken.









I'm crying at how beautiful the ending was. I know this is fiction but having a lot of problems in life rn makes me wonder "will I have this kind of piece in life if I become strong"
nah don't mind I'm being emotional because of this story
I was just asking myself if I’m that emotional today. I teared up when Julius was saying his final words and then died, when Ditrian was talking to Julius in the land of the dead and when the mother saw Julius. That’s a lot for me.