I am angry. For four years he already knows that his partner is betraying him. For four years the relationship has been going badly. ZhiShu is stuck in that place, he has no social contacts, no life of his own, no circle of friends. He is alone. ALONE BY HIMSELF. Waiting day by day that his cheating partner will come back.
that's crazy, that's sad.
why is he like that?
Now he is sick, very sick.
Still waiting. No changes.
The fact that he started with the treatment later made me very upset. also how he deals with that whole situation.
scream, cry, beat your partner up, make demands, just do something, don't be that quite, don't just easily give up yourself boy, you are important too.
I am grateful that the doctor is there for that poor lone boy, it makes me sad and mad that he does not love himself.
June...? Uff
My theory about the end was always something like the extra chapter when the two met for the first time. Doumeki becoming an police officer again (well that won't be realistic bcs of reasons but who knows) and they meet again and Yashiro calling him "cutie".
Well, still more chapters to got, all I can be sure is, that whatever the author is doing with this story, it will be good.
Chapter 19 is missing...?
Oh shit. I usually pay attention to the scangroup notes. Thank you!
I'm actually sure that the author did not expect that this story would become THAT popular.
that everything has started with rape, no matter how many chapters have been published and how many will follow, I find it really hard to like the manga.
Just an exampel: some shounen manga start as gag manga and change to more serious stuff bc of reasons.
That's the feeling I get here, yeah, different genre but I don't know how I should explain it in a different way. Well...
Ok, it's all in the past what happend BUT I can't enjoy the story. And more reasons why it's hard for me to love this work is because the few stories of the side characters have more depth than the story of the main couple and fan service is not enough for me to say in the end "yes, that's a great manga".
I don't need drama to make things work. Maya still isn't able to change himself, Nemu is still insecure, they don't even TALK with each other. No healthy progress.
8 Vol. full of nothing.
I know that a lot of you will dislike my comment, I'm fully aware of it but hell yeah I needed to let it out. I will continue reading this manga till the end but I don't expect anything good of it. When the artstyle wouldn't be that nice I think I had stopped reading this a long time ago.
Even though maya apologized recently?
You don’t have to like it or read it this is just a fantasy so basically no real but so many other mangas are same like Finder and 10 count... if you don’t like it there is no need to comment or continue reading don’t torture yourself with something that’s making you feel upset there are so many other BL more lite for you taste hon
this is a legit response and evaluation of the story that you are allowed to have and share here, but if you don't enjoy it, why keep reading it?
why not drop it and forget about it entirely, take the burden off your shoulders, or at least leave it be until the series is completed then binge it and be done?
I feel that way about the tyrant who falls in love but what makes me re-read this one is that the lead seme was truly repentant and i like being able to pinpoint when the love was mutual. Maya was a delinquent deeply affected by his parent's divorce...he was a bi who fell for Negumasa but he sucked at expressing his feelings and he was cruel and violent. He underwent a lot of character development to get to this loving, attentive boyfriend that he is now...Negumasa is about to get his development in the next chapters but I sympathize with his insecurity...Maya is hot af and they really don't match in looks. Maya's actions show love but has he said he loves Negumasa? I don't really think Negumasa knows what it is about him that makes Maya like him so. (Well at least he told his dad they were in a serious relationship...)
I agree with all your points, but the thing is, being totally honest here, what made me keep reading this was 100% Maya.
In the exact moment he changed his hair color.
And that did it for me.
I know it is shallow and all that, but hey, everybody has a type, my type just so happens to be Maya and his hair and the faces he does xD (still think he'd be a great uke).
The guy is so hot I'm willing to overlook the flaws of this story. It really has become fan service at this point, you can see it clearly in the extras and all that.
But I also think the author is trying to bring more depth to the plot, if it's working or not, well... I guess that's another thing.
I don't think this thing will end until the fans let it go.
I really like it, but I also admit I get really frustrated over their cliche lack of communication and Nemugasa's personality.
All in all, I understad your point, and I get that my point is basically me drooling over Maya's hot bod, but hey, sometimes yaoi is just this, more than porn, but less than (real) plot.
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hhahahaha ohmygod same here!!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Gosh, I am shocked how some readers have to exaggerate, lol.
Come on, even death wishes? lol.
Of course, james is a questionable person, but his actions sometimes make sense. He has to "keep his sheep" who brings the money and who made the brand popular; Helen explained it! I do not deny that he exaggerates with his control and his jealousy, but as a boss of the models, it is often not so uncommon that you show your naked body and be examined, especially what happend now with Iilyan (in case of further wounds), after all, the shooting must continue.
Realistically speaking, any delay costs money.
loll, to me, they both just have a good chemistry when it comes down to sex. How can there be love when Jiwon never did anything good towards DG that would give me, the reader, the impression that there is something deep and nice behind it. We reached chapter 48, DG is just a fanboy who doesn't know the difference between love and having a crush (Alex is the guy he admired and desired) and Jiwon is just some fucked up guy who hides behind his second personality called Alex to heal his wounds of the past. They still don't know each other. Yeah, sometimes people sure are getting together and starting a relationship after having sex and when they are comfortable with each other but Jiwon and DG never share something like a positive conversation or something similar to this, there isn't even some decent respect behind Jiwons actions towards DG.
Sorry but I still don't ship them. It's missing alot of things in the story and I hope things won't end in the easiest way.
Yeah it's the whole truth about this story.
If Jiwon even fall for DG it is only because he is lonely,insecure guy and DG is the first guy who literally worshiped him, loved him(?) even when he treated him like trash and knew about his other half (Alex).
And DG ...I dont believe it was love. He was in love with him even before he met him and then Jiwon was anything but nice to him. He humilated him and was really hursh but DG was so in love. I don't buy it.
I don't see anything romantic about this.
I dont understand why this post gets so many dislikes.
Alex was shown as completly selfish and egocentric asshole who didnt give a damn about DG.
Yeah his ex bf was cruel but he didnt treat Jiwon as badly as he treated DG.
Yeah he cheated, he laughed at him and broke his heart but he didnt rape him, physicaly hurt him etc etc.
Jiwon has many issues (like Anger issues f.e.) beside "post break up and being cheated on syndrom".
And DG was naive virgin boy who was obsessed with Alex but doesnt know shit about Jiwon.
Well, we all do have our own opinions so it's really ok to not share the same thoughts.
I'm more annoyed about the fact that a lot of Ppl really do hate Jiwon and they believe that he has to be in a relationship with DG bc DG has feelings for him, he is such a good guy and BC they had sex. Whatever. As if Jiwon owes him something.
Jiwon made things clear from the start that there are no feelings involved. He made no promises. DG pushed the situation this far. I can't forget these things. I can't hate Jiwon, I'm just a bit mad bc he forgot to act mote human at some point, and DG made a wise decision to not chase after Jiwon or better Alex any longer. They both have to learn, they both have to figure out which direction is for the better.
YESSSSSSS! Characters do not have to be shipped together romantically just because they share a storyline and fuck! I’m not rooting for them to get together either, because the only communication between them was purely sexual. They started knocking boots for their own selfish reasons in the first place. I feel bad for DG’s treatment by Jiwon, but they would need years of therapy to get through and unpack their own personal shit before they could have a meaningful relationship with each other. Manga magic will probably have them realizing that they’re truly “in love” in at least 10-15 more chapters, so it is what it is.
I agree with this too much.
Jiwon doesnt own DG anything.
it's kinda a typical story you expect when things like corrupt police, drugs, prostitutes and a cabdriver are involved lol
The pacing isn't good, everything's too fast. The fighting sceenes at the end made me laugh so hard. The drawing is exaggerated for just a fight without weapons. I thought for a second that I am reading a shounen manga with superpower involved. lol
Hope you understand what I mean.