I KNEW I recognized the artstyle, but I really didn't want to believe it was actually them... i didn't think they'd make a story like this where it's legit pedophilia.. I feel so disappointed because I like some of their other works
When he's a little boy he isn't sexually attracted to him, he wanted to be his mother because he loved the dad. Hearing the kid say 'mom' aroused him because in his head he was going through that dream scenario of "Oh I fked this guy an had a kid'. Fast forward its a typical sugar daddy esc age gap. What i dont like is, id never be ok with my friend dating my child, even if they were already in there 20s
If you're gonna make something with no real plot, then atleast give us good sex scenes, but you didn't even do that..
(I know that it's Shonen ai btw, I'm just saying that shitty plot and then not even simple sex scenes is insane)
Ugh how disgusting. That man is pissing me off seriously. How delusional must you be to be sticking to a woman who's already told you no. If this was real life, HR would've Intervened by now. He's so fucking gross.
Whenever I see a sex scene within water, I come to the conclusion that the author most likely has either never had sex, or is just following some dumb trend.
Having sex in water is fucking painful..
I got only a couple panels into chapter 1 and I can already tell this is gonna be shit, also the other comments saying that it is, tells me I was right. This is NOT how you write a story, you've thrown us into a plot that we don't understand, and we don't know. Sometimes authors can get away with this, and it actually makes the story better, but this was horribly executed, and I hope the author decides to actually learn how to correctly write, instead of spinning their thumbs around, making bullshit.
This is actually insane. This is quite well written ngl
I'm gonna be so sad when the MC eventually ends back up with blonde boy. I know it'll happen, it's just a matter of time :( it's sad that he can't get his perfect happy ending and follow his true fate..
As a person with OCD, idk how to feel about this. Often times OCD isn't "clean clean clean!!!" It's more like... "oh my fucking God someone's gonna come into my house and kill me+my loved ones if I don't do this specific thing at this specific time" or my most favorite thought to have! "This meat isn't actually cow meat or pig meat, it's human flesh, oh god, I'm eating human flesh, I'm gonna vomit oh my fucking God I'm a cannibal" I know it's just a stupid trope, but these tropes are what make stereotypes about people with certain mental illnesses so big.
Real. Or like "I smell like rotten eggs and everything horrid in the world everyone's looking at me" so you wash and take a bath several times but you dont even smell
Or when intrusive thoughts take over your head and you cant stop it, it's so awful because you don't really believe those or think those so it makes you guilty and disgusted of yourself. I have to thank and ask forgiveness from God every few minutes or else demons and my dead love ones will take me (I'm not even religious what the hell)
OCD is exhausting af. Idk how to feel about this either but I'm sorry you and I and many others have to go through this stuff
(I still haven't checked past the first few pages but we'll see lol)
Sadly, it's unlikely that this'll update, as the only paper translations I could find are in Japanese, and due to a massive take down in manga media in 2025 (one that this specific manga was caught in) there aren't really any online copies of this story after chapter 13. Unless someone buys a paper copy, or is able to find the raws of an online copy, unfortunately this won't be updated :( I plan on buying a paper copy when I can.
the online version has actually been updating fairly regularly(about once every couple of months) with the latest chapter being posted on August 1st of this year. it's currently up to chapter 22. plus the mangaka just recently had this manga be part of a pop up shop so it seems pretty unlikely that it'll stop updating.
I also wanna add that cmoa is currently having a creators discount fair and this manga was recently a front page feature on their website for both June and August of this year.
if you're looking to buy the latest chapters there available on pixiv net, Renta jp, and cmoa. and the physical print from volume 1-4 is available on amazon JP which ships to the US, Canada, the UK, Australia, Zealand, Singapore, Hong Kong, and the Philippines (depending on the restrictions they might not ship all products they sell so you'd have to double check your address)
Unless you're referring to the scangroup since they haven't updated the English since February of last year then it probably won't update unless someone else picks up the translation. Other then that the JP is still ongoing fairly actively!
I searched it up and it was near impossible to find an English version. I'm not talking about the JP versions, I'm talking about the English ones.. I know that it's been updated in jp! just not in English, which is what a lot of people read in. Thank you for sharing information and ways to get the JP version though!!
Am I the only one who hates when people do this. Like, no offense, but I'd stop being friends with someone if they tried to confront my crush and/or try to almost pressure them into liking me back (I know he already likes him back, but the way they're talking seems in a pressuring way) it just urks me, because if someone who had a crush on me, had their friends do that type of stuff to me, I would instantly be uncomfortable and weirded out.
Its cuz their personality is like that they can hang around chanyoung. Though i get where you're coming from
Shut up
In the real world I'd also consider this excessive from them, because it's meddling and if done without previous request by your friend then you're butting your head in a matter that doesn't concern you, potentially causing a falling out instead
But in this story, I just find it wholesome because Chanyoung never seemed to have good people around, and at least these three seem good people out to help a friend. Not all help is good, but the intention is there
To be fair, a lot of the stuff in this story would be very awful if done in real life, but this series has comedic undertone to it, hence why it's best not to take it too seriously.
..no? um...act mature? Um... grow up?
It's definitely different in a story form, but I'd definitely stop being friends with someone if they did smth like this irl lol
Nahh, I know. Just second hand embarrassment lowkey
Yeah no, it's not even a matter of relationship at that point. Behaviours like this can lead to some serious tragedies, I'd be real cautious about having them around me again
I dont wanna