bro knew it was a setup and still got butterflies. respect
this feels so intimate to read my stomach is doing flips
communicates nothing, acts however he wants, and then gets mad ugh
they way they kept looking at each other while kissing
why do they seem so different… and i don’t mean the art style
idk just thoughts on the ml relationship with his mom so far
this whole situation is so fucking weird. the mom literally adopted a kid just bc he looked like her sick son, knowing that her real son was probably was gonna die soon. like yeah she gave him a home and maybe a more comfortable life but it wasn’t really about him. it was always about her not wanting to lose the image of her son which honestly makes the whole thing feel more selfish than kind.
like even tho she was nice to him he clearly grew up feeling like he owed her something like he had to be grateful for being “saved” and the worst part is that he always knew that he was the replacement. this kind of knowledge has to fuck up with your sense of self. i think the hair color real is a good example here.
and even now as an adult she still crosses boundaries? like why would you break into your grown ass son's apartment just bc he didn’t answer the phone? although she knows he’s so busy or whatever. it just shows that she never really saw him as his own person, he’s always a stand in doll she owns. it was so emotionally messed up even if she never meant it to be like this.
let me know if i got anything wrong or smth
he has that yearning in his eyes that you only see in eastern european gay porn
they way he look at him is driving me insane. he wanted him so badly