
They love each other SO MUCH unfortunately, the era, society, and place that they lived in made it hard for them to keep their sanity :((
Both of them endured so much, both of them have their own pains and story that makes it so understandable why they were able to do those choices, sasya was not mentally stable, and the ml sacrifice so much just so sasya will not completely slip away and crumbled. He gave so much, even stepping out of their family business just to be with sasya. But during those times, even though he is there, sasya needed all the help, all those trauma and being isolated didn’t really help him from crumbling :( and now the ml is paying the price for being able to live when he was caught. I just everything works out for the both of them… please grow old together

After reading “into the rose garden” and this in the same day, I developt a certain ability:
<“Immune to angst”>
The reader will feel nothing for the next 10 chapters, but once the effect wore of, the angst will come back 2 times the pain and would not leave until the reader finally read something fluffy
Duration: 10 chapters
Class: demonic

1st life rlly fucked me so bad to the point that I wished i’ve never read it, but as the second life started, I’m looking for a satisfacting ending, the mc was given a regression, And everything is going pretty well. I genuinely hope they won’t end up together especially after what they both went through.
What the mc did in his past life is unforgivable, innocent lives where taken because of his miscalculation, but he paid for his sins to the point that everything in his life went wrong, that son of a bitch raped and abuse him so many times for SO MANY YEARS, the part that broke me so bad is when he’s on the verge of death and he had dream of his OWN children, but because of the trauma and guilt, he made himself believe that they are not his I just and will not forgive the ml. Fuck him

I agree that the original ML isn’t forgivable but these arcs are basically alternate universes. OG mc went to a universe where none of that happened hence the ML being an entirely different person. I’d say the OG universe is where the worst version of ML is due to all the trauma that happened. Same as the OG world being the worst version of MC because of his jealousy. As someone who read the novel, the ML is way more normal and better this arc, like how he would be regularly had it not been for the tragedies/trauma. This will be a similar case for the 3rd arc.
He’s definetly guilty because he used to treat him that way lol