
i think seme sleeping around was valid. uke was his first gay experience. it was uke's concern too, that maybe seme's attachment was only because he was the one who took his gay virginity away. there really was no basis for any real feelings at the time when all they did was fuck. because if seme fucked other people, then would he like them too?? the realization that he didn't feel the same sleeping with other people other than uke was needed. well, he already knows it, he just needs to confirm it.
there was no foul done anyway. seme and uke were fubu at the time. uke told him to try sleeping around. seme did. he didn't like it. feelings were realized. feelings were told. now theyre happy.
uke's pain was valid as well. regardless of whether he told seme to sleep around, anyone can get pissed when they encounter someone who has slept with their boyfriend. imagining what happened between them sucks. imaginations run wild. even when i think about my partner's exes and how he was with them is uncomfortable. it's normal. if you guys have a label, youre entitled to at least that much jealousy.
shit it was a baaaad decision to read ch 162 and 163 in public. the will it took for me not to shed a tear FUCK