
I have developed a mind set that a friend of mine said was unhealthy.
Back in my first year as a college student, I was extremely overhyped and a bit flamboyant.
I often make jokes and was a real loudmouth.
But one of my older brother’s friend saw me, and he told my brother that “Your lil’ bro is gay”.
So ultimately, the news reached my parents, and I was called various names like “disgusting”.
I was shocked, it rendered me motionless.
I also denied it, but because of those words, I became an extreme people pleaser.
It got to the point that I told myself “If being gay is disgusting, then maybe I can please everyone by being an outstanding student, extremely well-liked, smart, kind and helpful.”
It felt fulfilling, and I always thought that somehow, all those good and right things, can definitely compensate to the “mistake” and “disgust” that I was referred as, which is being “gay”.
When I told my friend about this, she said that it’s not healthy, both mentally and physically.
The stress wore me down, I was so exhausted from pretending to be perfect, thinking that it would make me less disgusting as a gay person...
I don’t hate my parents, but those words really stuck to me, even to this day.
I am still a closeted gay.
Which is why I can sympathize with the Uke.
I’m scared to fall in love, even to have sex.
I feel like doing these things will tender me even more pf a mistake as what I was always told.

This touched my heart omg, being gay is not disgusting and is completely normal, I’m so sorry your parents aren’t supportive of it, but there is a whole community who is willing to support a beautiful person like yourself! I’m writing this in hopes that you obtain a healthy mental state. Your mental health should be the first thing you please, fuck everyone else and what they think, keep your head up!

Can someone please tell me what manga is used as a sample at Chapter 1 Cleaners recruitment page?
The top one.

Um, do you mean this one?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dos_obake_ga_nekasetekurenai/

The first story though.
It’s obvious that the Uke doesn’t like the Son.
He probably just used him to have the dad agree to the set up, because the Dad will never agree to have sex and date the Uke because his Son will get hurt.
The uke is more open and lustful towards the Dad too, and is shy and reluctant towards the Son.
Either way, great fap material.

I kinda got the gist of the story, but I was never a fan of 3p honestly.
Like, is the love really genuine?
It seems so insincere.
Is it indecisiveness?
How can you choose two people to love and have sex with?
Shouldn’t there only be one?
In the case of the story, is the Uke truly in love with both Semes, or does he only love one of them, but harbors lustful satisfaction from the other, this the inability to decide.
Does he feel obligated and indebted to Gail (1st Seme) for saving him, but also harbors feelings for Douglas?
I guess I wouldn’t understand because of the lack of empathy brought by my insufficient experience in love.
Please don’t hate me, I’m really just curious...
Can someone please explain to me how the concept of 3p works in terms of love?

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but uh, i mean, ok fine there is some 3p but the first children are um 'made' with only the father-seme and the uke while the other seme was gone and i haven't gotten to the other semes children part yet so idk, but what i meant was that if u read the novel you'll realize its the most wholesome 3p ever. theres no leaning towards one or the other, theres no toxic jealousy, theres only respect for uke and love for both semes

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I see. I guess I just can’t separate my personal thoughts from a fictional story.
I just really feel like it’s an indecisive aspect from all parties, but mostly on the Ukes part.
I mean, if you were the one who is centered and showered with love from two people, then how cone you can’t choose between them?
Why settle in having the two of them mate with you and even carry their children?
So more or less, you are mates with the two Seme’s.
So I’m really curious on the point of view of the Uke.
Does he truly and genuinely love both of them?
Or does he only feel grateful towards the Bear Seme who saved him and confuses it with love? I don’t know.
As I said, it’s just me having difficulties understanding 3P concepts no matter how “wholesome” is the portrayal.
Because the main question is “Why can’t you choose between them?”

Based on a psychology research, a polygamous person is often mentally unstable.
They often crave to be loved by many this resulting to polygamy.
I kind of understand it now because of that.
Which led me to feel bad for both Seme, or at least for one of them.
I know this is a fictional story, but I just kinda don’t like that the Uke is with both of them instead of choosing one.
It’s just me though.
Bit en again, the portrayal of 3p here is quite fair and wholesome, so I guess that kinda compensates to it?

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I forgot to mention this, but in this universe there are things called [bans] or [mates] (basically fated pair if u think about Omegaverse) because in this world there is literally only males. So some are animus (omega) and rest are anima (alpha). And our little adorable uke here is an animus and the 2 semes are anima. The uke has 2 [mates], the semes, and its proven by the fact that both semes magical energy are compatible with the uke. For more info literally just read the novel...

I say yes! True emotions are shown throughout this story (novel and manga.) From the beginning, it's clear how much the uke loves them. Loved your comments, if we're being honest... the uke is kind of unstable—though even if he were completely stable, the two seme's would still be his mates. Have a good one! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I hate what the Seme is doing, yes.
But remember, he started to change bit by bit.
But the fact that he thought Nakyum escaped made him revert to his sadistic tendencies again, mainly because he felt betrayed after finally being lenient.
He’s probably thinking that Nakyum used this opportunity to escape, and that’s probably the trigger point.
So if you need to be mad, be mad at the guy who made the order to kidnap Nakyum.
But to hell with Seungho still, Nakyum needs to breathe, and Seungho needs to suffer. Because at this point, no backstory/past trauma is enough to redeem and justify his actions.
He needs to have a taste of his ow medicine.
And what if NK ran away for real, on his own...then what?
Then gather all available weapons and let’s kill that bastard of a Seme.