I also lost my ex due to suicide, grieving someone as special as a lover is extremely difficult and takes time as it usually does while grieving anyone in your life. I kinda related to Muwan, I also dropped every hobby or interest we had in common, anyone who looks slightly similar to them triggers me; At the same time I unconsciously feel attracted to people who remind me of them, it might be selfish and probably self-destructive, but I think I’ll look for them in other people for a long time (as I’ve done for the past 3 years). I’m not trying to justify his actions, or mine since they are similar, dating someone who’s still grieving a lover is -in my opinion- a very selfless act, and anyone who is in that kind of relationship should know how hard it is and how much mental strength it takes to help that person you like to heal. I guess I got kind of confused or even a bit sad when I saw how many people wanted Muwan to keep suffering after this story(considering how many others are in this kind of situation)…
I was so ready for this to be over, honestly after the main couple got together I just skipped all their scenes and only read through Okjae’s and Minsuh’s stories. Minhee’s(?) love story did not interest me at all and Johan and Eunsung got boring and unnecessarily dramatic~ It was good, but had at least 100 chapters worth of filler scenes T_T
Caesar is so tiring TT
I know he’s supposed to be a bad person but if you’re going to make a love story at least make him a little likable! If this was a story like Killing Stalking then yeah, whatever, but watching him go from decent to psycho to arrogant to psycho again is soooo tiring, honestly, he has no character development whatsoever (;´༎ٹ༎`)