
HE LOVED YOU! HE FUCKING LOVED YOU!! YET YOU CHEATED ON HIM AND EVEN RAPED HIM BECAUSE OF A MISUNDERSTANDING HOW FUCKING DARE YOU! I FUCKING CAN'T ANYMORE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HE LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANY RICHES THAT YOU CAN BUY, HE LOVED YOU MORE THAN ANY OTHER MAN, HE STILL LOVED YOU TILL THE BITTER END AND NOT ONLY DID YOU DESTROYED WHAT WAS LEFT OF THAT LOVE YOU EVEN MADE SOMEONE WHO WAS SO SIMILAR TO HIM DIE IN A POINTLESS SUICIDE!!
(this is my third reading and im still sobbing about it)

Is the fact that Al is relatable to people who have experienced a similar pain as he does, he understands that his sister turned down her claim because of the people but he's also mad at how they're basically just praising her whilst hes just another side note to them being "the crazy princess's brother" and always being overshadowed by her.
His responsibilities of being a crown prince plus people who are unreliable around him doesn't help his mental state, not only that alot of people (including his parents) think that he's fine when in reality he is seething and breaking down from the pressure thus making him go insane
Why dfuck did it gave me an existential crisis about my love ones... Why dfuck