
Ok so I was hoping so bad for a better ending ╥﹏╥ (╯°Д °)╯╧╧. The synopsis made it sound like the ending would be good for the seme. I don’t want to blame Kyung (that was the main guys a name right? I’m so distraught I can’t think straight) for his emotional state because of all the crazy shit he went through. A massive amount of rape and emotional and psychological trauma. I’m not knowledgeable in different types of traumatic And psychological illness, but I think he lowkey had some form of Stockholm syndrome. I do wish the dialogue had more realism to it, especially for the situation (I understand that it’s been translated so some points may have been lost in translation). Kyung was very verbal when it came to his hate for that dickwad, but his argument to his ex about the planned rape and how ‘sorry’ doesn’t mean he should be forgiven fell short I feel. There were times when I was legit talking for him. I can’t recall exactly what points but i was talking out loud as if I were in on the conversation lol. Kudos to the creator I suppose haha...I-this whole story is just fucked up. It was so messed up. I kept talking to myself and yelling at my phone because...
WHAT THE FUCK ヽ(`Д´)ノ
I mean I get it. I know what I was looking for when I see he’d for ‘psychological’ and ‘yaoi/Webtoon’ in the tags. But this was just so sever. So fucked up. I feel so sorry for Dong (that’s the good kids name right?) and Kyung. They had so much potential and then this asshat had to fucking ruin it. I don’t think I’ve ever hated a BL character as much as I hate him. He’s demented.

Oh damn, that’s conversation between Raymond and Ian’s apprentice (I can’t remember his name atm) was intense! I’m happy he told Raymond about it and I like Raymond’s response (besides the fact that he totally admitted to keeping Ian as a side piece rather than exclusive). And this man just keeps lying to himself! Lol he goes on and on about his adoration for Ian but he keeps this mischievous mindset of getting to the top through nobles to get back at that old man. I wonder when we’ll get a flashback at Raymond’s difficult past and how he became what he is in the current story. I’m always rooting for Ian though! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

I think I get nests going on now. Now I’m terrible with the names so what I do kinda remember will most likely be spelled wrong. At first 8 thought that Daiki (HS boy) had a crush on Kyoua, but now I’m kinda seeing it as an admiration type of like, and not wanting to be alone type of comfort. And the part where the uploaded got confused.idk who Kechii is, but I understood it as Kyoua getting caught up with Ichika...Papa’s baby lol but yeah, idk who Kechii is.

HOW DARE THAT MAN MAKE HAEBOOM TAKE A DRAG OF A CIGARETTE (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 HES TOO MUCH IF A CINNAMON ROLL FOR THAT TOXICITY!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ and ugghhhhhh BECAUSE of that, Haeboom is gonna hide that he smoked yet Taesung could smell it on him and it would be a hidden thing that only Haeboom and Mr. Yoon know or have done together and blah blah jealousyyyy, ヽ(`Д´)ノ

I SWEAR TO GOD IF THAT UGLY BITCH TRIES ANY MORE SHADY SHIT WITH IAN ILL FIND A WAY TO THROW HANDS WITH HIM MYSELF(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
On another note, I thought it was cute of Ian to be feeding Raymond, but ugghhhh again, that feeling of Raymond just using Ian to seek some revenge on that Count guy is so heavy in the air. Ian is gonna eat hurt again and like, what if for some reason he feels he should go back to the Bardi family or some BS ╥﹏╥. That’s taking it over the top in my opinion, but shit is starting to go down y’all. The smell of revenge brewing.(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Omggg when they had that flashback of that little black haired boy confessing to him I screamed in my car (I was reading in my car) (≧∀≦)ITS HIM! OMG, ITS OBVIOUSLY HIM! lololololollll I was laughing at the irony. Happy that they didn’t hold onto that lol secrecy for an unnecessary amount of time. This is really cute and funny ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Bet that ass grabber is Bardi again! Oooohhhhh once again this yaoi has a tight grip on me!!! ヾ(☆▽☆) I love (๑•ㅂ•)و✧this one sooooo friggin much!!! Ian is finding out how poorly these people are being treated by their king. I’m certain that Ian sympathizes with them and takes their side. I wonder if perhaps Ian will be at an extravagant party with Raymond and either over head or be apart of a conversation dealing with the protests. He’d get angry and could perhaps even speak out in favor and cause unwanted negative attention. I think Raymond is severely conflicted on what plan he’s been developing and hatching since he was nothing but a peasant, and his current feelings for Ian that he refuses to see clearly. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 “I’ll just drop him (Ian)” (or something rather)...yeah right fool!