
I always come back to ch. 119 where Marias dad comes to her birthday party and I can never not cry. It is so so sweet and angsty. I mean, this whole time she probably though her father hated her because when her mom died, he said I wish you hadn't been born. Now that just fuckin hurt but when he comes back trying to make up with her and she just can't help feel sad because she didn't send him an invitation too. It is just a whole chapter of me wishing I can just hug her and tell her it's okay because what he did, he probably regrets big time and he can never take it back but he can only apologize. I'm just crying thinking about it.

I couldn't take shit seriously when they mention, wasn't she the reason of the mechanical pencil incident. I fuckin hate it when I lose a mechanical pencil but they almost make it sound like a person went missing.

I think it was cuz it was special to her and she knew it but threw it out the window. That's just wrong to throw a perfectly good (with sentimental value) pencil out the window ( ̄∇ ̄")
The fuckin sucked(the rain)