
But which one did you guys like better? This or Hina wa Mitsuiro no Koi ni Torawareru. Just curious cuz they both have same concept. XD not a competition, just wanted to know because I haven't read tht many like these(I can't even remember but I think these 2 seem to be the only ones where uke seems to evolve well)

Sometimes... I don't care as long as the seme suffers even a little but I low-key wanna a scene where the uke says something that makes the seme regret every choice they made. Like in the Shojo anime Say I Love You(if anyone watched that) the dude keeps going to another girls house for without telling his gf and while he didn't think much of it, the girl did like him and wanted to kind of do something to split them. And when he found out everyone was saying something about them, he tried finding his gf and apolagized to her. When they meet, he kind of tries to say tht rumours weren't true. And she kind of was saying how she hates how she was was and she felt bad. Being jealous and pushing others away. A bracelet that they both had broke before he saw her and when she just kneeled to pick it up, he helped her. She was shaking while picking up the pieces and you could tell he felt so bad, he cried. Even though it wasn't bad like this(although that anime I cried just like I did for this story), I'd want to see something like that. That last scene was nice but I want the seme to cry...
Sometimes when story is to much for me to handle emotionally, I use a tactic where I read the chapter backwards. It's seems kind of dumb If something bad is gonna happen, I wanted it to be like a Band-Aid. Ripped off instantly instead of building up to it. Anyone else do that? :')(also, I love Haruki, he's the one that I've somehow become emotionally attached to)