
i just finished the novel earlier today and now the manga updated i love how the manga creates the novel atmosphere and mannn they're both pathetic. i love this series so much

https://chrysanthemumgarden.com/novel-tl/mbm/mbm-3-4/
here we go, the dialogues are nearly identical so you can start around chapter 3 of the novel!!

Idk but i had an epiphany alike hira with this manga. i cant help but feel like this is a super fucking beautiful story and both hira and kyoi is so intriguing. i keep imagining the dynamic of king kyoi,deserted hira and how the group is like stupid ministers. it's so interesting trying to put myself in hira's shoes and understanding the duck anology and how he felt seen for the first time. i do like koyama and i would have wondered what will happen if they met up before university, but kyoi builds up his whole world and i could bravely say kyoi is the anchor for him to keep living, the constant in his life (although ik hira has good parents and he isnt directly suicidal). im gonna consume every media of this story and ingest every info this two characters have to offer

i mean this author really has some mean streak cause there's little to no peace in their other stories, so i wont expect any of them to feel fully liberated in the relationship even if they do fall for e/o and date. there's too much imbalance in power,expectations,personality that even with love, wont one of them still think that there could've been better circumstances to reach where they are. let's just see how bad it can be
nope, i binge this and wtf??? someone get that damn scissors i gotta help bro stop the delusions he's so pitiful atp