
even with the bad sm safety the dialogues are hitting so i cant just scroll away. the plot isnt my taste and considering the vanilla in me the sex and power dynamic is a turn off but i definitely stayed here to see the character development and writing. it is interesting how the trauma of both characters stem and create the adults they are now and i want to know if they'll be able to fully warm up or there will always be this invisible barrier btwn them. also i did wish mc to back off from the relationship but he's still catering to ml which is against rationale i would say but we'll see the progress

need to reread and wonder why the rate is low but i gave it 5 stars and now i realise again why i gave it 5 stars. thankyou for the update and i wish they'll grow old and just have a small smile on their face when they remembered all the things that they've went through together. they remind me of words like if you're guilty, just love me more and make it up by giving your life to me

invested to see how suho hyung's heart is gonna get broken again also i know i shouldn't eat what i dont like but i still want to shit comment that ml is a manipulative ass rapist and characters like uju being so naive still exist in bl world these days, sigh. you know what kind of plot that's better? suho being the shining knight in armor shaking uju to realise he is being used and they got married and uju has a loving green forest instead <3 why change an ugly person when there's a perfectly fine man confessing to you like a gentleman he is
ah baekdu my good old friend haven't seen bls singing it enough lately