
The last panel relate to me so much. Sometimes I watch movies and see how the actors show affection or empathy to each other and I'd cry. Not because I was moved but bcs I realized how starved I am of that kind of affection and have never been treated kindly like that. Now about the story, I think MC is also feeling the same thing. Hearing the right words from the wrong person can easily sway your ground.

I think Deacon's son is unnecessary in this whole plot. He doesn't have a significant role, and when he's asked to stay with Deacon for a month, he barely shows. Deacon also seem to be more concerned with Lagabi when he was taken by DK, even when his son was there during the incident. Which ofc, while his son is left untouched, but I think as his dad he should at least be more worried of his defenseless son who's still trhig magic rather than a triple S rank wizard who's up against only a half DK. Anyway, if I were to imagine, since Deacon's son is learning magic and has the potential to be a great wizard like Lagabi is, he might grow up and pair up with DK (?) I mean, age gap isn't really a big deal considering Lagabi's and Deacon's age difference, and most of us want DK to be happy too and stop being the 3rd wheel. It's painful to watch DK yearning for Deacon while Deacon isn't showing any signs of giving in or a 3p. Might as well have his own lover.

The story keeps making the MCs have sexual tensions anytime and anywhere even with people present especially on the scene where Deacons son cast a sleeping spell on Deacon and ended up mounting Lagabi in front of his son?!?
Literally made me feel uncomfortable and felt unnecessary considering that Lagabi erased his memory of that happening, and they can literally progress on their own just from Lagabis magic as he can make illusions such as the incubus dream scene
Haven't finished reading yet (still at ch51) but Deacons son feels so empty as a character.

The effect of this story on me is still so heart wrenching. Anakin's loyalty despite having to kill the one he loves out of obedience, but also his happiness and joy for the hope she gives that they can live together in real world without having to deal with these other characters.. PLS LET THIS BE TRUE

Did I miss something? First the esper didnt want the guide, literally feels repulsed at his touch and would deny guiding, now he's jumping his bones (?) Is this some sort of malnourished effect that I didnt know about or does he have a change of heart

It is literally in this chap and the previous one...
Actually I think u should read the whole thing again lmao
He wasn't repulsed by the guide's "touch" he actually loved it, what he hated was the fact that he loved the touch. He thinks that all guides are pervs who want to take advantage of him. To prove him wrong this guide did everything he could to restrain himself eventhough he actually likes him, so the esper got agitated. Cuz u know he so strongly believed that every guide is a perv and this one was acting like he was anything but, and now, in a needy, drunk and drugged sorta way which in the comic said "backlash from mission" he decided to come on to him. Since he actually needs the guiding and he's excusing it as him testing the guide.
Mind you it's mentioned abt 20 times that he isn't thinking straight. Pun very much intended.
Im just glad theres no typical love triangles or apparent enemy tht disturbs their peace