I really hate this... I hate that I'm crying rn. I hate that this is somewhat relatable. I hate that I also have some suicidal thoughts sometimes. I hate how this makes me stop thinking about it. I hate how hard reality is but it's even harder know that knowing that people that you will leave behind would feel like this... I really f hate it...
I'm on ch 37. I know that she's not gonna die, but the fact that the people around her misunderstood it, I still feels sad and tears just gon fell every ch. The only thing that would break my tears are the window boobs at every ch like lmao the mood changes and boob windows changes tol is just too much









I think we need to silence someone
I'll get the rope and duct tape