
basically, Winter's love language is giving money since he doesn't know how to convey his feelings since he was neglected his whole life.
Violet's gonna put something like sleeping pills in Winter's drink and plans to run away. she gives him final goodbye like telling him she loves Winter while he's sleeping. Winter wakes up and tells her not to go but Violet insisted. Violet took a gun in her bag and Winter thought she's gonna shoot him. Winter tells her to shoot him since he can't live without her so it's better if he just dies blah blah blah. Violet tells Winter that this is why the both of them keep switching bodies and she points the gun to her head and bang. Winter runs toward her but blacked out and wakes up in Violet's body. (they're switching bodies everytime one of their bodies dies) the translation was kinda confusing but Violet explained everything to Winter (her attempted suicides ig) she told Winter to side with her just for once and let her go. Winter was crying as Violet leaves. The picture of his wife shooting her head traumatised him. A few minutes later, Winter chases after Violet hoping to catch up on her, he'll kneel and beg all day he says but didn't catch the train.
English isn't my first language but i hope y'all understood it

i have more but you can just read the spoilers in here if you want besties
https://forum.novelupdates.com/threads/to-help-you-understand.109111/

it would have been great if she is like Aria (smart and cunning) i have a hunch she's gonna forgive everyone (maybe her father and sister too) with the she's acting. Would have been better if she just decides to fck their life up since she's got nothing to loss anyway

Well, Aria is a queen, but she's never got abused. She got schemed and falsely accused (don't @ me, I love her too). Meanwhile, Ludis was abused for a long time. Healing needs time. To be able to stand up to her father (who was the one who beat her up, ignoring her, shunned her) like that is a great achievement for her. It's still in chap 13, so I think we will get something interesting in the future chapter.
im so frustrated,, i dont even know who to blame anymore since i kinda feel bad for the mom