
i rlly hate it when the mc is sleeping with others than their partner. a kiss? i can let it pass, but a smex? thats a big no. i mean don't u want to make yourself only to the person u love? if u didnt go all the way param, i can still take that. but why did u let that bastrd fck u. hays im frustrated and disappointed.

ive read the raws, this is just my own opinion but i rlly don't like it when the protagonists got involved way too much to other characters. be it the seme or the uke. to the point that ure letting urself be with someone and sleep together when u don't even love him. like when your love story starts, its only u two. dont let just other man touch u. and i still can't forget when the top raped the bottom. srsly, both of them needs reasonable character development. i rlly just don't like it when the seme or the uke sleep with someone other than themselves.

its just me being way too conservative and possessive. its kind of hard to explain. its not about them being in a relationship. they're the endgame, so i just prefer it if they only did it to each other. and no, i am totally not forgetting about the rape part and how stupid the uke is for letting him off the hook easily plus them doing it dangerously without being cautious to their surroundings.

i don’t think the uke should be blamed for letting him off the hook if anything the seme should be ashamed of himself and instead of pressuring the uke should have reflected and apologized sincerely... also don’t like that they are gonna be end game which is prolly why we have differing opinions i think their whole relationship is toxic and filled with manipulation so i really don’t want them together LOL

Yeah u got a point, also i dont know why and when the uke started to fall in love with the seme. since i can't recall anything sweet the seme done. When they reconciled after the rape part, the smut after that was only the seme forcing the uke again, with the blowjob and stuff, the uke was literally tired and yet the seme forced it. i can't really see the seme being gentle and sweet to him. so yeah their rs is rlly toxic. And hey after talking to u i think i don't want them to be together after all LOL i just realized that

but im still upset that he chose that fcking red head :((( anyway its a relief he didnt let it happen again,

Well all the sex stuff Suha got into in the past when he was a teenager, anyway, was just to please the guy he loved one-sided, Red;but no matter what, Red never loved him back. Even Red lampshaded that a few chapters back. Even though I'm proud of him for standing up to drug lord and Red, I imagine some small part of Suha must think he isn't worthy of love even if he still desperately wants it. In this chapter he even thinks about how he didn't do anything for Park, even though he just saved the guy from being disowned and fired by his grandma by putting himself in a near-rape situation. Suha needs to know love isn't a transaction of this for that and isn't something that you need to earn.
The disappoinment i feel in every chapter is tiring. rn i just want that new girl to be nakyum's mom or relative and get him out from that hell, away from seungho and start a new life and live happily.