Definitely one of those BL's you need to get your brain running while reading, from what I understand both MC and ML are morally gray characters due to them being raised in a fucked up childhood and believing that they only need each other to live and only they need to be happy.
The black room and mirrors are a vessel for their malice, ML from childhood deep down wants to hurt his parents as MC made him realize that his parents are as fragile and human as him but him being a kid not realizing he has these malicious thoughts thus he accepts his malice killing for him.
MC's adulthood however also has malice in his heart as he swallows his pride and always wanting to please other people also doesn't realize he's instead bringing out his malicious thoughts on himself as a form of self harm (choking) so he doesn't bring it out and push down the thoughts from listening to the "truth" (the mirrors).
The 'malice' entities are the representation of the malicious thoughts of human beings, the very deep, dark and dangerous thoughts. Believing that why should we (the MC and ML) have to suffer just by living and being together while other people live happily and taking on the conclusion of people are only happy when they steal the happiness of others, the hands literally tearing other people's happiness (bodies) apart to give the MC and ML the freedom to be together without the pressures of family, disapproving friends and anyone who comes between them.
It will feel a bit off cuz the topic is super heavy while having funny and cute scenes however the plot is so unique I can't even be mad at it, it will also feel rushed if you rush through it without digesting the plot and think about it carefully.
Its cute but good lord can they keep it in their pants for more than half a chapter? ML is not a red flag but with his hornknee ahh it just felt like he was w/ the MC for his ass LMFAO
Yall, asian people still get tanned and yes they can be as dark in the art, unlike most caucasian people who turn sun burnt. Tho some asians do in fact stay white and not tan but thats mostly based on genetic pretty sure
I felt like the author made more problems than they can solve, building up more and more plot then just disappearing won't solve anything- like, Doha's friend didn't get tge closure he needs that his father died of his uncle and he just... Disappears? If they did dirty work and could leave so easily, why even kill in the first place? Not a recommended read even tho I liked the uke so much
MY ANTI DEPRESSANT, I KNOW AUTHOR NEEDS A BREAK BUT WHY DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE THE STORY SO FREAKIN GOOD WHILE I NEED IT EVERYDAY
I get that maybe the author or some people like happy endings rather than bitter sweet ones but I cant help but not get over the fact that this whole story is pointless when at the end he just.. lives? Like this whole story is building up on the fact that he's going to die but it just all came crashing down and anticlimactic, feels like I wasted my time by going back to square one and I would've rather had the bitter sweet ending. And second, the black haired cheating guy and his poor red haired bf is so unnecessarily added and if they weren't in the story I wouldn't have cared or even will notice they were gone, plot was extra hella mid just cuz of those. Also justice for my nurse boi, he's still my fav.
This was the most unsatisfying shit I've ever read, its so rushed yet slow at progress at the same time. People dont change overnight that easily? The guy was homophobic just yesterday and when he found out the MC had a broken knee he just became gay? He aint dying bruh-
One of my fav troupes fr, bad boy and dangerous looking seme is actually a cute, respectful, gentle big teddy bear ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ