
maybe its a pychology thing more on her side. i think her first time was a disaster and she became frigid & tense when her bf try to peneterate her

I think so too! maybe she gets so "physically" tense because of what happened before. damn Murakami writes the weirdest stuff lol. I only read a few of his works
(hear the wind sing, pinball 1973, kafka on the shore, what I talk about when I talk about running (audiobook) and now I listen to the elephant vanishes' audiobook from time to time)
Usually i dont like to read manhua (mandarin?) since the translation is quite hard to understand but i make an exception to this one; the story is relatable and the translation is good, easy to understand and i look forward to the love advice from nikki...so thank you to the translator group/uploader