I only care about senpai. The guy is a trash. Eri is indecisive af and kinda selfish cause she wants things go her way only. Fuyuki is ok but her whole personality and life is build around loving and praying for Eri every second which is not very healthy. Eri is also kinda the same which is also not healthy but whatever. And the best one here is senpai, she's considered, mature, say right words in the right moment and good at seeing people feelings. She's the best girl and I'm only rooting for her.
I finally figure it out what I dont like about this work. The whole drama concentrated on misunderstanding and characters refuse to talk. The whole drama can be solved by ML talking. Characters have all information, the only the one who doesn't have all info is MC. Hell even Gayak hilmself can solve at leat half of the mystery it by talking. The whole premise built around ML refusing to talk.
The art is nice and I like plot but ML is having all info destroy any mystery and secrets and just make the whole work concentrated on waiting for MC to finally open his mouth. Its kinda irritating ngl
All stories except 3d one "Emotion" are just boring ass porn with fetishes.
In "Emotion" author uses abuse/rape as characters motivation, rape here portrayed as horrible act that MC meticulously planned for his own satisfaction so we can see how fucking terrifying he is. "Emotion" is also the only one here that feels real, especially with the last shot where MC dragged the guy out of the frame, making the ending even more hopeless. I also liked how MC keep repeating its the guy's fault, that's a very common behaviour for abusers to make their victims feel guilty and the guy agreed just to stop the abuse. Say what you want but this work deserve a praise for capturing the essence of a real abuse and anti-social behaviour.
There really was a duality in that story that I really pondered on kind of like what actually did start this all ? The mc said he didn’t choose the guy but the guy chooses him but so could be said for the mc cause that guy couldn’t have been the furst to interact with him, then there’s the whole bullying situation that just makes me wanna wonder why this particular guy? Anyways I love some revenge plot twist
I love worldbuilding, its so good. From creatures to places, its so beautiful and dangerous. And I like how we see story from kids perspective, it makes story more fantasy like cause they see world different and more cruel since they're just kids and when you see them hurt it gives you more impact, showing how dangerous this world is.
What I despise is author pedo fetishes. Violence here serves a purpose, its either to show how cruel this world is especially to kids or give characters a motivation to do something, to help someone etc. But sex scenes? Its so gross, wtf is this shit man, they're are kids. Every time author randomly put some sex scene I not only wanna skip and never touch this manga but I also question why? Like even from writing point it serves no purpose, its just random shitty scene.
I still wanna know the ending cause the world that author built is that good but man after this manga I'd never touch his works again and I'd highly advice to investigate this man hardrive. He's a creep and he doesn't even hide it.
I can understand sleeping in the church despite his trauma like yeah trauma sucks but sleeping outside sucks more. But man if you hear loud weird noises in a random place in the middle of the night from a dark hidden basement with long ass stairs and then you go inside for some reason and hear person screaming behind the door and you're not running? Man you're either dumb or have the survival instinct of a rock.











This author loves crybaby top and I respect that.