okay but i relate to mc so bad becuz omg i remember shit that i literally shouldn’t gaf about anymore unlike mc guys would fr jokingly tell me they had a crush on me and it made me think that if anybody had ever showed interest in me romantically they would just be joking about it cuz they lost a bet to their friends, anyways i hate that it still affects me to this day even tho it’s been like a decade since it’s happened










ugh another beautiful yet bittersweet chapter