
i know the backstory is long asf but i think something finally clicked in my brain. i'm currently reading it in the perspective of ian regaining the memory of his past life -- aka brian's life.
i really hope that's what the author is trying to do bc we are in ian's pov and learning about brian's story as if it was our history. however, i could be setting myself up for failure if we get back to the present and ian still doesn't remember.. im gonna feel so sad
THE WAY HE WAS SLAPPING HIM WITH HIS DICK HAD ME CACKLINGGGG