Also it's so funny to me that Ian tried to push TJ away when he touch is ass after separating for so long, but then gave away after.
Girl you need to your hardest to think about Jo more. After this if the two of them get in the room and the scenario is the same, that would be too much. He needs to choose, be firm and move on. He needs to let go of everything he wanted if he chooses TJ, or he needs to free himself totally if chooses Jo. He needs to make his mind.
I don't think it's his fault, he just caught up with a wrong parent, wrong crowd and wrong lover.
i think a big reason behind this is that a bunch of readers are only reading ws bc they wanna see ian end up w their preferred ml. if the author has ian make his mind up too early a bunch of readers are js gonna drop the whole thing unfortunately, which is why shes js dragging it out. which is understandable but it does feel a lil draggy now ngl (& im the biggest ws enthusiast ever). i've always felt like if wet sand wasnt a love triangle ian would be a muchhhhhhhhh more well written character than he is now bc the author wouldnt have her hands tied sm
Personally, I usually prefer bad guy vibe than Jo, but TJ is already tied up with the organization. I feel like Ian loves both of them at same time, he can't choose (same if dick so good lmao) but seriously, TJ and Ian understands each other. He did love TJ so much, and he already gave up for them but still hoping. Our mister precious here is undecided. I understand because he is guilty, confused, don't understand anything anymore. TJ made him like that. He wants him as accessories while building a life for him.
I want to know what Ian meant during camping, he wants to find out something? That he still loves TJ? Or he move on?
From what I've read, I feel like TJ will die and Ian will follow. But I really want Ian and Jo to be together? Can fate or God give it to him? His life is fucked up. He just wants a normal life.
And the Orion constellation, is it a foreshadowing? I feel like it is, TJ will indeed die or worst Jo or WORST IAN WILL DIE. Is TJ the twin of the goddess and the one to kill the goddess' lover which is Jo?
Who is Shun? Do we know it? It's been a while since I read this, I just the last to chapter since I saw it on my tl. Is Shun the other main character?
Also, I'm conservative about sex, I don't like performative sex especially if there's a mutual understanding. But I gain some new perfective about sex, he is the type to have a sex with anyone, his dance partner and other women. This put a realistic tone (?) that what he is feeling is real. I'd like to think that he can compare and understand that he loves the guy if they will ever in a relationship. I'd to think that he is the end game and nothing will come after.
For me, it will be different if they were in a relationship. If he did this while they were in a relationship. Fuck U.
I'm afraid that guy doesn't really love him, even before they were young, there's no ounce of love from him. He has empty promise to save him and leave with him to Seoul, because he likes how he is dependent to him. He likes the idea that he saves him and guess what his father is a chief. Talk about complex. He loves the ownership on him. He dislikes someone taking what he owns while being available for everyone. They told us our main character is a slut, but that guy is a perfect definition of slut.
Our main character is always walking on eggshells and that guy appear everytime to make baekhee's life miserable.
I am hoping when the time comes, he leaves his ass and that low life guy will stuck in that place forever - pretending and living his father's life.
I am sorry I'm so mad, many things made him like that, but to abuse someone just because they hate their life?








And I still wonder what was Roger said to Shanks that led himo crying.