so excited for specifically this weeks raw chap to get translated. papago is papago so its decent but there was some translations that had me genuinely worried but seeing the official trans for this makes me feel better ( ˶ ❛ ꁞ ❛ ˶ ) also while reading raws i was wondering about if ash's rut/rut cycle was different from most alphas since he didnt have it until now whereas with lyle its a monthly thing. making me think that it happens farther apart and because of that its more intense, making him more... (⊙…⊙ )
theyre so in love *clutches my chest and keels over
how we holding up everyone? eyes puffy? snot running?
buckle up everyone the next 16 chapters are pain incarnate ^^
dont drop this shit tho its so fucking good it made me pass out at 4am after sobbing reading the raws on a school night. def one of my all-time favorites, especially for angst
oh just you all wait huhuhu... things are gonna get GOOD hehehe
wanna kick in that bastards stupid blonde head. bro acts like he cares about seria but its just obsession and hes willing to do damn near anything to get seria back into his grimy claws. cant believe some of you are going along with his manipulation and victim blaming hes doing anything he can to guilt trip her and yall are mad shes not telling him to screw off? since when did that ever work?
crazy to see people going along with his insane ass
i saw the notif from manta and died a bit and now i am dead
i need someone whos read the novel or raws (if theyre far enough) to me if its gonna take forever for this to get better. im only at chap 18 and i can tell that hongyuns being at least somewhat fake and these comments are making me dread reading past this point.
i dont want this to be like that stupid sandcastle bl but if it is i wanna stop now. gonna die if i have to finish another shitshow like that again
never thought id say this but im so excited to see rouche get all alpha male when callis is there
not me thinking 'now finally kiss' when blondie was saying that i want them to actually kiss tho :((( like a kiss that happens because they both love eachother
did bro squirt in beom after getting slapped around
YALL WHAT THE MOM DID ISNT OKAY BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN WE SHOULD HATE HER TO DEATH AND SAY SHES GASLIGHTING AND SHIT.
shinwoos family on his fathers side was abusive towards him, his brother, and his mom. shed reached her breaking point with the brothers death and ran away. should she have left shinwoo? no. would she have emotionally neglected him if she brought him? very likely yes.
her abandoning him or not both had negatives and positives (if you can call them that) like if yall had a twin die at a young age and yiu had to live with your parent(s) only seeing you as them would that not cause a boatload of trauma? especially when they're already mentally unstable and dealing with ptsd?
yall are looking at this WAY too black and white. she clearly regrets leaving shinwoo and suffering from the depression and guilt from all that isnt 'gaslighting'. odds are that she wants to see shinwoo and apologize and has wanted to for a long time but is worried about it retraumatizing him and also thinks she doesnt deserve that.
like im not defending the mom abandoning shinwoo. she left him in an undoubtedly abusive environment, that was wrong, thats not justifiable; HOWEVER you have to understand that the mom was dealing with extreme mental health issues, especially since her surviving son looked exactly like the one that died. its entirely unfair to treat her like some evil villian when in reality she an incredibly human character, that did things with many emotions and intentions. she was in a permanent fight, flight, freeze mindset and the death of one of he sons was her breaking point. she had to leave it ALL. including shinwoo. again, thats not okay to leave him in that environment and abandon him she just was only thinking about her own survival.
like do yall need it to be physical beatings to understand the mindset of abused ppl?
yeomins more like a hamster than a puppy imo. rnyone else think so too?
not me stalking this page waiting for the update as if im not fully caught up with raws listen, im very eager to read these without using papago to translate (〜￣△￣)〜