
Because she's never had anyone to count on during those harsh times she grows distant and unfortunately the first person to help her is someone who isn't suitable :(( If only someone was with here during those times then those nightmares haunting her would subside. Killing those people will only worsen arum's worries, forever being chased by her hallucinations of the souls she killed.

Guys do i read this first or better read the sfw one first

There are differences in plot in terms of the timeline. King's Maker the sfw version begins when the main characters are kids so if you want to go chronologically then you can start with the sfw version but the mature version and the sfw version go over the same plots but in the mature version there is more details. Then the sfw version is ahead in the story but the mature version hasn't been updated yet with the new season.
FUJI-SAN IS HOT